When we grow we change and everything around us changes too. This can be like a two steps forward one back. Two steps into the light and one step through the shadow.
Awareness is great to see how we feel, we used to be in environments and love them and now we feel differently. We have grown and this is how it feels.
We are looking for something deeper and more authentic not so surface level, maybe on the surface level we can see who is confident in their skin and who isn’t.
We can see our insecurities. in others and we can have compassion or we can just gravitate away.
If we look back a few years and realise you loved nothing more than something covered in melted cheese anything with cheese on it, I would love to eat. I don’t feel the same these days I’m gradually liking healthier whole foods, Scenes based around alcohol don’t interest me.
It’s interesting. When we have been living in a bubble of our own – yoga, mediation, tea and coffee alternatives and kombucha and go to a new place or interact with someone who is not yet off of junk food who has never heard of kombucha and has no idea what it is becomes a nice reality check.
We are all unique individuals following our own path and some aren’t aware yet.
This happens to me a lot about plastic pollution, I feel like EVERYBODY knows that innocent animals are suffering because of single use plastic pollution and they can easily avoid it, but I still see it. Change is a process, I guess. I’m not perfect.
As above, so below. I still can improve and maybe that’s why I see these things.
Something I wrote while drawing in a park 4/5 years ago – 2015
I love the quote “Creativity is the way I share my soul with the World” by Brene Brown, I simply couldn’t have said it better myself. Since the radical accelerated shift I have experienced in recent years, I have come across piece of art and words like I have shared above that have obviously come from my higher self or a being that knows more than I did. It was as if I was the channel or in a moment where my higher self and I were in harmony drawing and just letting whatever was there to be expressed.
I have also noticed that I would feel spontaneously creative at random times. I have always loved drawing, but sometimes you just know that it was a form of communication.
The paintings I made often preempted events in my life, which ended up teaching me some valuable things but at the time I was totally unaware – result – Mindblown. A really obvious example of this was when I sat in my backyard with a big piece of wood and painted with water-coloured pencils big circles – yellow, green, red, orange, blue etc, different sizes with black background. A little while later, I found found myself in a Vipassana meditation centre and one night the archangels in different coloured orbs visited me, Archangel Raphael was obvious and matched his description to have a green orb and his wings made circular patterns around him. Mary was also there, Uriel, Michael and someone else. I believe they came to heal me but to be honest I was a little scared.
This sort of thing happens regularly, I feel the urge to be creative in whatever way then I wonder why I drew what I drew and finally my questions are answered, All at the right time I guess.
Does this happen to you, How do you communicate with your higher self and spirit guides?
Thank-you in advance, I’m so grateful for your comments.