Surround me with Truth

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When we grow we change and everything around us changes too. This can be like a two steps forward one back. Two steps into the light and one step through the shadow.

Awareness is great to see how we feel, we used to be in environments and love them and now we feel differently. We have grown and this is how it feels.

We are looking for something deeper and more authentic not so surface level, maybe on the surface level we can see who is confident in their skin and who isn’t.

We can see our insecurities. in others and we can have compassion or we can just gravitate away.

If we look back a few years and realise you loved nothing more than something covered in melted cheese anything with cheese on it, I would love to eat. I don’t  feel the same these days I’m gradually liking healthier whole foods, Scenes based around alcohol don’t interest me.

It’s interesting. When we have been living in a bubble of our own – yoga, mediation, tea and coffee alternatives and kombucha and go to a new place or interact with someone who is not yet off of junk food who has never heard of kombucha and has no idea what it is becomes a nice reality check.

We are all unique individuals following our own path and some aren’t aware yet.

This happens to me a lot about plastic pollution, I feel like EVERYBODY knows that innocent animals are suffering because of single use plastic pollution and they can easily avoid it, but I still see it. Change is a process, I guess. I’m not perfect.

As above, so below. I still can improve and maybe that’s why I see these things.

I am grounded and growing

“I am grounded in the physical plane”

“I am grounded in the physical plane”

“I am grounded in the physical plane”

As 2018 was well known to be the year of mass awakenings and now it’s 2019, I’m going to make my mantra for the year a step up from the 2018 one above to “I’m grounded and growing”.

I know we’re not alone and I have personal experiences of paranormal activity and a wider perspective than your average ‘normie’.

Intuitives have told me I need to ground myself, and to be honest I’m quite confused of what that means. I visualise roots going into the ground below me as if I am a plant, I’ve been connected to the ground through earthing, I have said “Good morning grandfather sun”, I’ve listened to all sorts of advice, I’ve tried to just get a job and be as normal as possible, but I found it difficult when you are having an upgrade to function if you know what I mean. It seems my sensitivity is increasing and I’m guided to read certain books.

I would identify myself as a starseed and I thought it was only a recent thing but when I look back at my drawings they were featuring light beams and Egyptian themes long before I had awareness of energy and empathic abilities. I think back to people calling me ‘spacey’ and now it’s making sense to me. People have said ‘you’re here to show them how to love’.

But if it is all true that star seeds are like volunteers that have come to earth to help it to ascend. We still need to make changes in the physical plane even if we are from a different planets originally we are all earthlings now.

People on earth come from 163 different galactic races and the goal is to be united, in the physical to live in peace together, each race is different and maybe we are all just one big experiment but it would be beneficial for everyone to work together in a respectful way to move into the 5th dimension.

So it’s helpful in some way to drop the starseed label and just connect as humans. Naturally we will gravitate towards those on a similar vibration.

We all have a purpose here and maybe it’s as simple as doing what brings YOU joy. 

If these feelings resonate with you, let me know in the comments below.13129422_1724005401171775_1841335646_n