If there is one thing I want to know its myself.

The reason I am here.

The patterns I’ve taken on.

Where my true strength lies.

The world is changing, no doubt you and I are changing.

But we all have something that attracts us to different, people, places and situations.

Our own path, no one else’s. There are often similarities but no one is completely the same as you, even your twin.


Travelling along singing some kind of song, marching to your own drum and feeling overcome.

Mastering manifesting and learning something along the way.


I had this moment recently of realising that I had manifested the place I am staying in.

A property with tiny houses, tree houses, work space and shed. One part of the property is on the ocean front and the other side is in a forest.

It’s a creative space with a spiritual side and labyrinths all around the place to journey through. The garden is impressive, the design, the plants being perfect to add to almost any meal.

It’s ideal!

I drew this picture a few months ago and now it’s manifested. It is only temporary at this point but it’s a great reminder about planting seeds…and watching them grow.

spiral green plants

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Dreams do come true.

  • Bruny Island, Tasmania bebe

Slow start

There’s a lot going on

but there’s nothing physically going on

I’m scared inside and out

I didn’t realise I am such a cripple

certainly feeling some sort of road block

or Traffic Jam

it’s slow, peaceful and relaxed

the mind sometimes attacks and then it gets repressed

and some forward movement is on the way

Metaphors in the microcosm

I’m staying in a community at the moment, when I asked what sort of community it is the response was a bit uncertain. It could be classified as a lot of different things like a permaculture community, a spiritual community even an arts community but the truth is everyone is different so not every house, cabin, tiny home, caravan and old train car on the land would agree that they do permaculture, nor that they practice spirituality or that they are artists but much like the macrocosm it has all the factors of the outside world on a smaller scale.

I’m talking about corruption in the council, people who have houses here that don’t actually talk to their neighbours, the humble academics and environmentalists, the healers with drug habits and all of the above, even using round-up on land that will potentially be used for growing food. These factors really changed my view of coming to be in a community living utopia, I do think it’s great for individuals to live here and shine in their individual ways and not be subjected to all societies rules, but it’s also necessary to change and be as inclusive and harmonious as humanly possible. Meaning  to explore our shadows or things we don’t like to tell people about ourselves.

Change is the only constant

I feel like I’m in the middle of this all but I have heard and watched many things about crystal, indigo and starseed children being born with memory and wisdom which they have kept from past lives, that we need to save these children from society in a way so that humanity can survive and thrive. Maybe the older members of the community need to hand over the reigns to the younger ones to put their energy to good use.

Some where else in my brain though I know that every soul has a spark and peoples differences are what can help to build something really wholesome or maybe being surrounded by a constant mix of energies of differing vibrations is all part of the process. Learning how to include, tolerate and live in harmony with everyone is not only  a life lesson in community but a brilliant way for us to see ourselves in some sort of fragmented mirror. What we don’t tend to like in other people can reflect something in ourselves, once we make peace with this part or that part we can make peace with the person who brought it to our awareness and G-R-O-W.


The Soul Shines Through Creativity


Something I wrote while drawing in a park 4/5 years ago – 2015

I love the quote “Creativity is the way I share my soul with the World” by Brene Brown, I simply couldn’t have said it better myself. Since the radical accelerated shift I have experienced in recent years, I have come across piece of art and words like I have shared above that have obviously come from my higher self or a being that knows more than I did. It was as if I was the channel or in a moment where my higher self and I were in harmony drawing and just letting whatever was there to be expressed.

I have also noticed that I would feel  spontaneously creative at random times. I have always loved drawing, but sometimes you just know that it was a form of communication.

The paintings I made often preempted events in my life, which ended up teaching me some valuable things but at the time I was totally unaware – result – Mindblown. A really obvious example of this was when I sat in my backyard with a big piece of wood and painted with water-coloured pencils big circles – yellow, green, red, orange, blue etc, different sizes with  black background. A little while later, I found found myself in a Vipassana meditation centre and one night the archangels in different coloured orbs visited me, Archangel Raphael was obvious and matched his description to have a green orb and his wings made circular patterns around him. Mary was also there, Uriel, Michael and someone else. I believe they came to heal me but to be honest I was a little scared.

This sort of thing happens regularly, I feel the urge to be creative in whatever way then I wonder why I drew what I drew and finally my questions are answered, All at the right time I guess.

Does this happen to you, How do you communicate with your higher self and spirit guides?


Thank-you in advance, I’m so grateful for your comments.

I am grounded and growing

“I am grounded in the physical plane”

“I am grounded in the physical plane”

“I am grounded in the physical plane”

As 2018 was well known to be the year of mass awakenings and now it’s 2019, I’m going to make my mantra for the year a step up from the 2018 one above to “I’m grounded and growing”.

I know we’re not alone and I have personal experiences of paranormal activity and a wider perspective than your average ‘normie’.

Intuitives have told me I need to ground myself, and to be honest I’m quite confused of what that means. I visualise roots going into the ground below me as if I am a plant, I’ve been connected to the ground through earthing, I have said “Good morning grandfather sun”, I’ve listened to all sorts of advice, I’ve tried to just get a job and be as normal as possible, but I found it difficult when you are having an upgrade to function if you know what I mean. It seems my sensitivity is increasing and I’m guided to read certain books.

I would identify myself as a starseed and I thought it was only a recent thing but when I look back at my drawings they were featuring light beams and Egyptian themes long before I had awareness of energy and empathic abilities. I think back to people calling me ‘spacey’ and now it’s making sense to me. People have said ‘you’re here to show them how to love’.

But if it is all true that star seeds are like volunteers that have come to earth to help it to ascend. We still need to make changes in the physical plane even if we are from a different planets originally we are all earthlings now.

People on earth come from 163 different galactic races and the goal is to be united, in the physical to live in peace together, each race is different and maybe we are all just one big experiment but it would be beneficial for everyone to work together in a respectful way to move into the 5th dimension.

So it’s helpful in some way to drop the starseed label and just connect as humans. Naturally we will gravitate towards those on a similar vibration.

We all have a purpose here and maybe it’s as simple as doing what brings YOU joy. 

If these feelings resonate with you, let me know in the comments below.13129422_1724005401171775_1841335646_n


Life’s a Beach

Life metaphors are my favourite kind of metaphors, the way nature can speak to you can really resonate. You could also say that I love when you can interpret something two ways, especially if there is a literal way.

high angle photography of seashore

I believe beaches are B-E-A- U-tiful, It’s where I spend my time in the hot sun shine, white sandy shores and clear blue water, in soft playful waves.

Other times it can be a raging set of waves where I am in over my head and a board strapped to my leg, wondering if I will survive, if I will get out alive. It’s funny because I know it’s just my fear. Where I go I’m lucky that there is soft sand below and the waves only rise up to about two metres.

It’s good to know though that everyone has different limits, we can be totally at ease in the ocean at all times, or we can remember back to when it traumatised us and made us cry.

But I think it’s important to remember the good times and train ourselves to get back out there even if we are dumped, if we’ve been around a washing machine and spat out, if we have been exhausted by the constant onslaught of waves coming at us one after another. It is OK to sit out for a bit watching the ocean do it’s thing.

photo of people carrying surboard

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We want to keep on pushing through though because we know when we get out to the back of this constant onslaught of waves, We can drop into that sweet spot and that feeling is what keeps us coming back for more.

Yep, Life’s a B-E-A-C-H.

woman with surfboard jumping to body of water

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Heal the World

The most beneficial thing I have done to heal the world is to be introspective. It has created a change in my thoughts and the way I am on a day to day basis. I’m aware of my patterns of criticism and how they don’t do anything to raise my vibration. I’m aware of the limitations put on me by people around me, and I know I don’t have to believe because they want me to.

I believe that the world is our oyster and we are all fish in this expansive sea.

I believe we need courage when we are a minority.

I believe we all can offer something unique if we are willing.

I believe our reality is multidimensional

I believe we are the catalysts for physical and lasting change.

I have been provided with hope in the form of friends in passing that I’m not alone, and something makes me believe my spirit guides, angels, ancestors and loving beings are always around and looking out for me and you. There really is a lot of love and acceptance in the world and we can embrace it everyday even in times of solitude.

Our beliefs heal the world.

Hooked on a feeling

The most important thing in life is the way you feel.

And how the people around you are feeling too, because we are in a collective consciousness it’s great to remember what every human being craves, being accepted for who they are. Unconditional love and support, encouragement and courage.

If we use our abilities to focus on helping each other, then no doubt the happiness will radiate, the love will flow. Our priorities for creating a better world will soon outweigh our priority for survival.

I believe there is so much abundance available to everyone of us, we can easily live a good life, eating healthy foods, feeling connected, important and empowered. We connect with the earth and live in harmony by using what we have available, solar power from the sun, wind turbines to use the wind, tidal power even, and a good old fashion fire to warm ourselves and cook or burn what we no longer need.

Why aren’t more people switched on the the fact that if they invest in power alternatives they won’t need to spend as much money on everyday conveniences. I know it’s great that everyone works towards what they want and maybe that is the reason the world is the way it is, but I still think there are many people not paying attention to their feelings.

They are living unhappy lives and even though they know they are unhappy they live in fear or more so anxiety. It doesn’t need to be this way, but it’s a comfortable lifestyle I suppose.